Monday 29 April 2013

29th April 2013

Nine of us today John being last month's winner started off, a tale all about football and high wages. Joan E wrote about baby sitting. Pat attending a talent contest to support a family member who was singing. Sheila busy going to football matches and the U3A. Sally travelling by train and all its "pleasures" to a wedding. Ann God moves in mysterious ways. Sue continuation of the Indian saga and a racist preacher.
My contribution received most votes 5 in total a record says I modestly.

Joan and Jack's next month May 27th.
"the next few weeks"

Haven't got the time.

I haven't got the time now. John Noble mused over those words his son had said a few moments ago after a short message over the phone. His son had more pressing things to do than visit his terminally ill father lying in a lonely bed in the private room of the Priory Hospital. John reached out to the bedside cabinet and picked up his Rollex watch, it was eight oclock. With nothing on the television he had tried reading but soon gave that up. He felt lonely but accepted that he too had not comforted his mother when she died so he could not complain. His father had died early from a heart attack and now John wondered perhaps that was better to go that way than ending up here. Maureen his wife died several years ago and his daughter rarely visited him since then and he never saw the grandchildren from then on.
He studied his arms lying on the white sheets with multitudes of blue veins running down the length of them so little flesh, the hands of an old man he thought in disgust.
The words I haven't got the time echoed in his mind. He recalled when his son was eight excited by the tent they had bought him for his birthday, pleaded for his dad to join him inside. I haven't the time he had said. When Sarah his daughter asked him to help read a book that they bought for her Christmas he had again said he hadn't got the time. He had always been busy earning the money to keep his family in the comfort and luxury he believed was proof that he achieved all as expected as head of family.
He reached out again for the bedside cabinet to find the letter. His daughter had written a very short note to him the first one since entering the hospital for cancer treatment. He began to read it again. She wrote that she could not come down to see him as they could not take the children away from school as exams were coming up but hoped all was well. All is well he thought bitterly with half of his colon removed how could any one say that. The typed half page ended with the words I must go now to get a meal ready and prepare for the children who would soon be back from school.
God dammit surely she could find ten minutes to write. Does the imminent death of a father mean nothing in this world today. He screwed the letter up and threw it towards the waste bin.
The room seemed to have darkened the shadows deeper or was it his mind as blackness descended. He came to again hours later. A shadowy figure tall and gaunt sat watching him from the corner of the room a spectre that although not uttering any sound its lips framed one word. The word entered John's mind as clear as if it had been spoken . TIME.